October 3, 2017

October 3, 2017: “I met CM today at Starbucks before going to the psychiatrist. It was the first time we had seen one another in 6 months. As much as I adore and trust her, I found catching up very difficult. I had to re-live the past 6 months. Tears welled up in my eyes while I explained and I realized just how private and personal this whole process had been.”

“Those who have helped carry me through this storm are my safe shelter here on earth, but even an old friend such as CM, dear as she is, felt like a gigantic risk, as if a sudden glimpse into my soul would startle her away. And this is a new feeling for a selfish person such as me, who enjoys nothing more than talking about myself. But the evening ended tonight in her texting me about how wonderful it was to see me today. I knew that God had given me another safe shelter in this storm.”

One thought on “October 3, 2017

  1. I love you unconditionally. I understand your pain. I also understand the fear of being vulnerable. I pray that God surrounds you with safe shelters.

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