October 4, 2017: ” I am slowly seeing the grid in my mind disintegrate as I am able to surrender more of me to Him: my will, my thoughts, my control, to His everything.”

“All I need, mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually… ALL I need is found in Him and His word and He is His word and He is love and all is working together for my good because I am called according to His purpose: love Him with all my heart, mind, and soul.”

“This is surrender that continues even after salvation, fellowship that thrives even after the established relationship. He loves me. He has called me. He loves me so much that He continues to call me… to surrender. He is the grid.”